Pissed! Oh so *insert vulgar word* PISSED!

Hah! I am pissed and not to say MAD right off the bloody roof! Gosh, to think that I actually became such a total idiot. Oh gosh! How could you do this to me over and over again? I mean, do I look like i'm not worth your attention or your business? All this while you've only kept me waiting. Since bloody fucking christmas! I waited on the two items. Patiently and all, I cancles plans and stuff for meetings only to come and find out that you said there's been a glitch. Okay fine, i'm still cool with it. But then when I made order for a piece I wanted for CHINESE FUCKING NEW YEAR! Ypu told me there's a last piece. && I made the fucking order! It was supposed to be mine! You told me that the stock came, and ask when we can meet. Hah! I actually emailed you time and all by SEEING that you ARE ONLINE! Yeaps, no reply. Fine. && so I waited for a reply to the extend that I fucking sms-ed you! Guess what, you replied with another number and ask who I am. When I told you. *crickets sound* You didn't bother to reply. Nice huh? I lingered around the place man. You could at least sms and tell me you sold it off. Or you could have told me earlier when I texted you. Why do you have to do things this way? So i'm not human now is it? All you care is about earning money and not caring if some other chick who is suppose to get the fucking piece is waiting out there for your reply? Came home and guess what I got?

"Sorry babe, I sold the last piece to my buyer yesterday".


Well,FUCK YOU!

I'm pissed, so don't bother.
xoxo, hatefully yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Talk About Creativity

This is something miss Jo asked us to watch and I find this very very cool and creative. So i'mma share it here.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Plea For Understandings

Let's see, how exactly am I going to explain this? Mhm, well this is very hard for me but, oh well.
Okayy, I understand that many times I might have given the wrong signs, signals and all. And yes, many a times, I may have given hope and lead people on. But I SWEAR that I mean no harm. I dare defend myself by saying that I have given warnings from the very beginning as to NOT EXPECT anything, as well as NOT MISINTERPRETE my signs. I am a very very very disturbed girl -.-"

It's not that I don't like you sweeties. I do. In fact, I like you ALOT. But, fact is. That is all I can feel about ANYONE now. I can only like them either a little bit or a lot. But I am not capable of feeling LOVE. At least not for now. It's hard to you know, open up and just accept people into your life and into your heart after so many tragedies. I hope all you out there understand what I mean. I just want to be close to you. Friendly manner if possible. I did not ask for your affection nor did I ask for your love and sacrifice. Because I know, I am not able to give that back in return. All I'm asking is that you will all stand by me. Be my friend, a shoulder to cry on. For THAT is what I need more then ever. What I need is someone I can trust on. Not someone who will be expecting the world from me.

Therefore, I hope that before it's too late, before things get deeper and harder. That I am able to save our friendship and whatever we've got before it's too late. But if you ever choose to leave, I shall not stand in your way. As I have already take departure as a part of a routine in my life.

All in all, I pray and hope for you're understandings.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

The Strength To Carry On

Many people go through heartaches. That I am aware of. And many times, we will fall and stand back up on our own two feets for a second try or a third or fourth and so it goes. But there will be a time, where it is no longer endurable. It just seems pointless to mend your broken heart only for it to get shattered once again. Come to think of it, why try in the first place? I used to think that LOVE is like MAGIC. I used to believe that love and passion is more than enough for you to survive, others you can manage little by little. But then, this perception has changed. I then realized that it is all only behind the screens. Love, well it exist. And those who found them and shares them with a significant other, I congratulate you whole heartedly. But for me, I am simply blinded by the fact that it is a major pain in the organ -.-" It's not like I haven't tried. It's not like I don't want to find it. It just that it never happens to me. Or at least, it never lasts for them. So heck, why bother right? For those who are out there, looking for love, over and over again. Being persistant and not willing to give up, I wish you all the best && I strongly envy you for having the strength to carry on. I, myself have already given up.

At night, when I lie in bed. I still think of you && why you left :'(
Oh yes, you wound me && I miss you, :(

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Typical Updates =/

I know I havent updated in like, weeks. So it's updates now. Firstly, college. The main reasons that have kept me away from blogging is my exams. Happy to inform that it is finally over! There goes my late night studies :D Hahaha, and urgh, the last minute assignments are like screwd up. But maybe i'll post up a few of my photography pictures in the next few post. Just to share (:

Now second, I have signed up for church seminars on wednesdays and I'm currently trying to get MORE involved with the church, their events, seminars and have a stronger walk with God. I'd say, so far so good though I could have put more effort in it which I am working on.

I kinda put on much weight last year. Fretting about, doing nothing. Just eating and sleeping and watching TV. Gosh, I do sound like a PIGGY (: Haha, anyways. I am back in cheerleading. Thought my age is way pass the highschool team, but that marks not the end of my cheerleading days. I am now in EMAS. Extreme Malaysia All-Star. Extremely awesome team. We have fun together and we have serious practices as well. So that's another new activity I've got involved in this year.

Then, downloads. Muahahaha, I found TWO websites that gives me free full version downloads of games. && guess what am I currently downloading? You got that right! NANCY DREW!!! (: The greatest games ever. Talking about downloads, I've been downloading some movies from youtube. Old old cartoons that triggers memories of me and my dad :( "The Princess & The Goblins". Nice cartoons.

Lastly, when it comes to musics, I strongly recommend "The Divine Madness". Totally awesome stuff. (:

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Resistance

I was looking online for new beautiful heels and look what I stumbled upon. The effects of wearing TOO MUCH heels. Ouch man!! But yet again, look!

How can you resist her? ♥

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.