Something Magical (:

You could have come across it for more than you could have expected, yet you may not have noticed it at all. It takes shape of many different forms thus, the reason you don't realize it's presence. It's not that you would be unlucky if you don't know what it is, it's just that when you actually found out, you'll see how beautiful life can be. For me, it is in a person. No, he is not my boyfriend nor lover, but someone whom I see a lot in him. And to me, being able to spend time with a friend you cherish dearly is absolutely magical. You'll be lost in time xD I'm not expecting anything, this I say is true. But I pray for his happiness and well-being. Just being able to be around him once in a while and to see how he is wonderfully made and growing to be an amazing person is more than I can ask for.

p/s: I don't love you in the way I would want to (for now), the situation simply does not allow. But I love you dearly as a friend and sometimes a little more :)

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Hate = Love ?

It's funny how I used to hate you to your insides, && yet find you so amazingly captivating.
It's funny how I can only imagine && never hope for reality.
It's funny how feelings creep on by && just surprises you.
It's funny how I'm not acting like how I normally would, && that is to tell you,

HOW I FEEL FOR YOU.

xoxo,ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Love

What is LOVE? Love comes in many forms. It could be family love or friendship love. It could also be companion love. Most people neglect the kind of love you get from your family and friends. But no, not for me. Every little deed they do, every kind words they've said. I take it to heart and I appreciate them even more. But yet, it is human nature to yearn for companionship. I've searched and I've fallen along the way. && oh yes, I have the bruises for show :) But it's okay, it's alright. I'll just wait for the right time to come. For God to give me a man of my worth. && as I wait, I shall not make another mistake. Therefore, from this day on, I'll transfer all my love for a lover, into my love to the people of the world.

I'm gonna show the world that there is still LOVE out there (:
&& that is the love of Christ ♥

xoxo,ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Pissed! Oh so *insert vulgar word* PISSED!

Hah! I am pissed and not to say MAD right off the bloody roof! Gosh, to think that I actually became such a total idiot. Oh gosh! How could you do this to me over and over again? I mean, do I look like i'm not worth your attention or your business? All this while you've only kept me waiting. Since bloody fucking christmas! I waited on the two items. Patiently and all, I cancles plans and stuff for meetings only to come and find out that you said there's been a glitch. Okay fine, i'm still cool with it. But then when I made order for a piece I wanted for CHINESE FUCKING NEW YEAR! Ypu told me there's a last piece. && I made the fucking order! It was supposed to be mine! You told me that the stock came, and ask when we can meet. Hah! I actually emailed you time and all by SEEING that you ARE ONLINE! Yeaps, no reply. Fine. && so I waited for a reply to the extend that I fucking sms-ed you! Guess what, you replied with another number and ask who I am. When I told you. *crickets sound* You didn't bother to reply. Nice huh? I lingered around the place man. You could at least sms and tell me you sold it off. Or you could have told me earlier when I texted you. Why do you have to do things this way? So i'm not human now is it? All you care is about earning money and not caring if some other chick who is suppose to get the fucking piece is waiting out there for your reply? Came home and guess what I got?

"Sorry babe, I sold the last piece to my buyer yesterday".


Well,FUCK YOU!

I'm pissed, so don't bother.
xoxo, hatefully yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Talk About Creativity

This is something miss Jo asked us to watch and I find this very very cool and creative. So i'mma share it here.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Plea For Understandings

Let's see, how exactly am I going to explain this? Mhm, well this is very hard for me but, oh well.
Okayy, I understand that many times I might have given the wrong signs, signals and all. And yes, many a times, I may have given hope and lead people on. But I SWEAR that I mean no harm. I dare defend myself by saying that I have given warnings from the very beginning as to NOT EXPECT anything, as well as NOT MISINTERPRETE my signs. I am a very very very disturbed girl -.-"

It's not that I don't like you sweeties. I do. In fact, I like you ALOT. But, fact is. That is all I can feel about ANYONE now. I can only like them either a little bit or a lot. But I am not capable of feeling LOVE. At least not for now. It's hard to you know, open up and just accept people into your life and into your heart after so many tragedies. I hope all you out there understand what I mean. I just want to be close to you. Friendly manner if possible. I did not ask for your affection nor did I ask for your love and sacrifice. Because I know, I am not able to give that back in return. All I'm asking is that you will all stand by me. Be my friend, a shoulder to cry on. For THAT is what I need more then ever. What I need is someone I can trust on. Not someone who will be expecting the world from me.

Therefore, I hope that before it's too late, before things get deeper and harder. That I am able to save our friendship and whatever we've got before it's too late. But if you ever choose to leave, I shall not stand in your way. As I have already take departure as a part of a routine in my life.

All in all, I pray and hope for you're understandings.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.