Reinventing

I've stumbled upon something great known as tumblr. Yes, i do spend time on my tumblog. It's not that I don't love you anymore, blogspot. It's just that, sometimes, I need something fresh. You're still my bloggie, no worries. Just that I won't be as active as I used to be.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Breaking Down

Okay, so I said that i'll be back. Mojo is not here yet, still. But i'll just blog anyways. College has been awesome so far but lately I just don't quite have the mood for it. Somehow, I feel like something is missing. I no longer yearn to go college and enjoy the company of my fellow classmates. It's more or like as if I just go and struggle through a 3 hour, or worst, 6 hour class in order to get through the day. I don't have the blogging mojo. I don't feel like going out at all. In fact, I'd rather stay home and do nothing, really. Cheerleading also mampus already. I don't even feel as happy as used to be. Things are going down lately && it sucks. My dad's coming this April, I don't know what am I supposed to be feeling. I just feel so dead. I do not know how to react to things anymore. Except to breathe slow and take it all in. Eventually I just wanna burst.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency

Log-In

I have not been blogging since a long time ago. Okay fine, just months ago actually. Have not been feeling the MOJO you know? Not so hyper these days. I have lots to share, so much to tell. But maybe some time sooner. Hopefully after my trip to kuantan. Unless miracles happens within this 3 days. Anyways, this is just like a log-in blog. To tell the world that I AM NOT DEAD YET! haha, to those who loves me, Be at peace as I'll be back to dominate the world. && as for those who have nothing better to do in life but to spread rumours or post nasty comments & stuff on my chatbox (in which you're very welcome too, I find it enjoyable seeing what people think of me), BOO YOU!! I'll be back to TAUNT you :)

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Something Magical (:

You could have come across it for more than you could have expected, yet you may not have noticed it at all. It takes shape of many different forms thus, the reason you don't realize it's presence. It's not that you would be unlucky if you don't know what it is, it's just that when you actually found out, you'll see how beautiful life can be. For me, it is in a person. No, he is not my boyfriend nor lover, but someone whom I see a lot in him. And to me, being able to spend time with a friend you cherish dearly is absolutely magical. You'll be lost in time xD I'm not expecting anything, this I say is true. But I pray for his happiness and well-being. Just being able to be around him once in a while and to see how he is wonderfully made and growing to be an amazing person is more than I can ask for.

p/s: I don't love you in the way I would want to (for now), the situation simply does not allow. But I love you dearly as a friend and sometimes a little more :)

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Hate = Love ?

It's funny how I used to hate you to your insides, && yet find you so amazingly captivating.
It's funny how I can only imagine && never hope for reality.
It's funny how feelings creep on by && just surprises you.
It's funny how I'm not acting like how I normally would, && that is to tell you,

HOW I FEEL FOR YOU.

xoxo,ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Love

What is LOVE? Love comes in many forms. It could be family love or friendship love. It could also be companion love. Most people neglect the kind of love you get from your family and friends. But no, not for me. Every little deed they do, every kind words they've said. I take it to heart and I appreciate them even more. But yet, it is human nature to yearn for companionship. I've searched and I've fallen along the way. && oh yes, I have the bruises for show :) But it's okay, it's alright. I'll just wait for the right time to come. For God to give me a man of my worth. && as I wait, I shall not make another mistake. Therefore, from this day on, I'll transfer all my love for a lover, into my love to the people of the world.

I'm gonna show the world that there is still LOVE out there (:
&& that is the love of Christ ♥

xoxo,ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.