The Dream Guy <3

So there I was, strolling in the beautiful autumn. My feet among the leaves of yellow and orange. & then, we were in the backseat of the car. Sitting on his laps, I stared deep into his eyes. His mesmerizing light-blue eyes with shades of orangie rays. His eyes so full of energy. So filled with life. My eyes were fixed then on his lips. His small pink lips that curved into a sweet & gentle smile. His face was very clean-cut. No beards, no mustaches, no overgrown eyebrows and no long sideburns. He was absolutely P-E-R-F-E-C-T-! There and then I said to myself, "He's the one. He's the one." HE IS THE ONE! I was falling in love. But then reality strikes! A guy like this is too good to be true. I've never seen him before my whole life. Who is he? Where's he from? What's his name? Is he an angel? Is he the ONE? Or is he just another'silhouette'? I woke up to the sound of hammering outside my room. This dream was amazing and only one thing kept playing in my mind. I WISH HE REALLY EXIST!

p/s: somehow, I hope he's out there somewhere, waiting for me. ;(

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Fake Plastic Or True YOU!?

Yesterday, (07.10.2008) , I watched a movie called Penelope. A wonderful story about a girl born to a curse set upon her father's bloodline that "Only one of her kind (A blue-blood) who could love her," will break the curse. For years, this girl born with the nose of a pig, lived a life full of rejection. It was in search of a blue-blood who would marry her that she finds herself accepting herself for who she is. Penelope had the power to break the curse by loving herself. The simple "I like the way I am!". How great the power of self-esteem, self-acceptance and self-love. && then I thought to myself, I love me! I like the way I am! But I was born fine. I was born normal. With 2 eyes, a nice lil nose, 10 fingers, 10 toes, I'm NORMAL! But what if I had a nose of a pig? What if I have abnormal ears? What if my feet are like gorillas? What if I was a FREAK?!? Would I be able to accept myself? Would I be able to love myself if I'm ugly? If I'm abnormal? I don't know. I feel like crying. I am grateful to God that I'm normal. But maybe cause I'm normal that I won't really understand what is self-love. Think about it! Why get a nose job? A boob job? Why live life on the oprational table? Why be plastic when you can be flesh? Give thanks! Be grateful cause some people aren't lucky enough to BE normal. Try asking yourself, "HOW CAN YOU LOVE OTHERS WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN LOVE YOURSELF?"

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

The Golden Raya

04 October 2008

It was just days before that Ashela called me saying that we're gonna celebrate raya at Tyka's house on saturday. For nights we had this excitement burning inside us. It was just a little gathering that Ashela had organized for close friends. Yeahhh, So there I was in the morning, rushing to little Yenni Taylor's to get my baju kebaya. I wore it and was on my way to pick Zaffeq up where I was surprise when Aai was there too. So yeaaa, soon Zaffeq in his maroon baju melayu was sitting with Aai in his lightgreen baju melayu in the back seat of my car. Off we went and started our long four hours wait for everyone to come. First came Fiqa in her red kurung and Isha in her black. Then, there was Abil in black and Lily in a floral pinky dotted kurung. Kibby was the only "BANDAR" boy there. Hahhaa, we waited hours for little Amoi to reach in her white kurung and off we went to Tyka's house by taxi. There, Tyka was in purple then changed into a green kebaya to match mine. We really had fun together. Makan was like sooooo sedap. Then there we go again, we started snapping and snapping and snapping!

It was after when I spotted Amin's motor that I became soooo JAKUN that I insited on a ride. He drove me just one little round but it was nice all the way! This is soooo TOPIING my best days in october of the year! Later on, we all walked to the bus stop to catch a taxi and off we went to KLCC. There, we walked to Pavillion and lastly to BB Bistro. Through the whole journey, all eyes were on us. For the 1st factor that we're in our traditional costumes. && seconly we are all just so colourful that it catches all eyes. Hahaha, there I meet up with Syira, Zaza & Zana, goshh I miss them so much! & LAZARA was there you. But the fun does not end here, on our way home, Me, Kroll, Ashela, Along & Rose walked to the Hang Tuah station for our train, the weather was great. The day was super fun and I really had my GOLDEN RAYA! Down below here is my FIRST ever duit raya. (:

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.