Happy 53rd Birthday Malaysia.

It's the 31st today. It's Merdeka. But somehow I don't feel so Merdeka-ish this year. In fact, have I not enjoyed Nationals day since I last spent it with him? My last happy 31st August was there in his arms. Yes, it was not exactly as we planned but still the best yet. Ever since you left me baby, I've never really celebrated as I'll always take a stroll down memory lane. I love you && I miss you each and everyday. I'm suppose to be letting you go, but maybe my clockwork works the otherway round. Instead of moving on, I'm holding on even tighter. I ain't giving up on you baby, even if it's a good day to do so. Because FREEDOM WOULD BE NOTHING WITHOUT YOU! I love you more & more each day :) Goodnight sayang, Happy Merdeka. I hope you think of me tonight as I am thinking of you tonight.

Walking down memory lane, wishing you were by my side. I love you, S. Always do.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.