Happy 53rd Birthday Malaysia.

It's the 31st today. It's Merdeka. But somehow I don't feel so Merdeka-ish this year. In fact, have I not enjoyed Nationals day since I last spent it with him? My last happy 31st August was there in his arms. Yes, it was not exactly as we planned but still the best yet. Ever since you left me baby, I've never really celebrated as I'll always take a stroll down memory lane. I love you && I miss you each and everyday. I'm suppose to be letting you go, but maybe my clockwork works the otherway round. Instead of moving on, I'm holding on even tighter. I ain't giving up on you baby, even if it's a good day to do so. Because FREEDOM WOULD BE NOTHING WITHOUT YOU! I love you more & more each day :) Goodnight sayang, Happy Merdeka. I hope you think of me tonight as I am thinking of you tonight.

Walking down memory lane, wishing you were by my side. I love you, S. Always do.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Changes

I used to be alright with changes. Until the day I've lost you. Ever since then, my life changed rapidly && I just couldn't catch up with it. Yes, life has definitely moves on, leaving me behind still holding on to you. We've been through a lot together bii, && nothing beats the way you make me feel. I don't want to give up on us. I know you said that it's over between us. I know thats what you want me to believe. But why can I see tears in your eyes when you had to tell me that you hate me? We've been apart for almost 4 months now. What difference does it make? My heart still beats for you. ONLY YOU. Maybe by now, you've let go of me. I really hope you haven't. I'm willing to wait for you. I'm willing to wait for you. Because it only you. It's you baby, IT'S YOU! It always have been you. I love you S. I love you so much, that it brings me joy to be able to hurt for you.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Dillusion

How can something feel so RIGHT yet be so WRONG?!

I love you. I still do. I always had since 2008. It's not just a crush you know. You are the world to me. You are the reason I smile or cry. You are the reason I changed. You are the reason I loved.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

You're Nothing But A Mistake.

Yeah, you said you loved me, oh what a lie. I don't need you now. You're nothing but a mistake. I'll make sure I'll remember you as a disgrace.

p/s: If I'm a bitch, It's because you've turned me into a monster. No regrets tho. Being heartless is better than being heartbroken (:

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.