Two's Company, Three's A Crowd

Of all things I've been through, the deepest heartbreak is today. When your most trusted girlfriends whom you thought would stick close to you through think and thin and seas of shits, just betrayed you. Gave you up just like that to spend time with GUYS they liked even though they've been spending time together for so long. Yes! I havent met my so called bestfriends, for 10 friggin' months and this is what they do to me. Pfft, i am still crying my shits off, bless you! The things I'me willing to do for them. They have to puasa, i had to friggin starve with them. I last ate at 3 a.m yesterday and till now, my stomach is empty. Knowing me, it's a torture as my mouth is never unaccompanied by food! I had to cancle family plans for them, get into big fights with mom for them, go against my curfew and even skip church just to keep them company, heck, the lis goes on! But do they give shit? NO! They just come to you and say, "vir, kitorg nak balik". Yes!! Balik la sangat, padahal nak pergi Andalus enn, nak jumpe Jantan-jantan Kekasih hati masing-masing. Really amazing friends they are (:

p/s: I'm fed-up with teh word friends! Don't expect me to give you my shitty all, cause none of you is worth the title called FRIEND!

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

TobyMac - City On Our Knees

Tearing But Holding On

Maybe you couldn't see, maybe you couldn't feel, of maybe you simply don't give shit! But it's not exactly the easiest thing for me. To seeing you around yet having to pretend that you are not there. To having to constantly distracting myself so that I wouldn't have to lay eyes on you for more than 3 seconds. To having to keep avoiding you when all that I want to do is to draw closer to you. To keep having to go against my heart. Oh yes, she's warned me about you. She's told me everything I needed to know to stay away. Somehow, it's impossible. Everything about you keeps pulling me to you like a force of gravity. Honestly it hurts how I am not even able to know you better even as a friend. The feeling of wanting to break down this wall I've built to keep me distant from you. It's a struggle yet I must not give in. You may be what I'm yerning for now, but you will never be the one that is going to love me.

How do I know that? I am constantly reminded by not just you but by myself. When I see you, it's clear to see that you do not realize my presence. When I try to talk to you, somehow you never listen. && thus I am only able to draw near to you only in my dreams. But yet again, in my dreams you keep telling me it's never to be. Yet why does it feel so right? Why must there be hope? In my dreams, you told me, that we can never be. But you held on to my hands and plant kisses on my lips. But after that, you said you cant do this :(

I've been struggling for months. Pulling on strings I shouldn't pull, stepping on stones I shouldn't step. I'm holding on to my heart. Overlaying it with armors and weapons. I tried moving on when I thought I couldn't. But somehow at last I did it. I've let you go.

But it was until yesterday that I've realized how much I am not OVER YOU!

But yet again, the skies has spoken, the ground has stood up.

WE ARE NEVER MEANT FOR EACH OTHER!

p/s: I feel like crying, but that shows weakness, thus I'll hold on to these tears && bury it deep down within!

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Blackout Party!

It was a happening event. A very well done to all who gave their best. I've met some long lost friends and some friends whom i've known for ages there. The crowd's cool, the drinks simply amazing :D Told you that its a big loss for not coming.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Oh cupid!!

Today was a little tragic. I would have said the day was perfectly normal until mommy called to share the news. Uncle Freddy, passed on :( He was very nice to us back then in the olden days, but somehow we just lost contact a lil'. Met the kids at the funeral today, Suzanne & Kiki, were tearful but they've grown so much and look so pretty (: BenBen && Dodo, well, they're big kids now. but eventually they've kinda forgotten about me. Well, it's been about 7 years now since the last time :( It's like the first time since 7 years that the four of us got back together. We grew up together and we used to spend time with each other always, ah!! How time flies. At the funeral, some of Kiki's friends came to show their respect and support to the family (: Among them, was this one who caught my eye effortlessly. She looks soo flawless, so pretty. Her beauty was so devine. I would have said that I was drawn to her. That I was attracted to her like a magnetic force. But heaven know, I couldn't do anything about it right? But to my surprise, when I asked Kiki, that beautiful person whom I thought was a 'she', is actually a 'he'. Ahh, relieve. Hahah, && I thought there no longer is any guy who is this beautiful living on the surface of the earth. Shit! He got me now! I'm attracted, curious and currently addicted. Damnn!! :'( If only I would have known. Haha, yet of course, there is some good news to it. That PRETTY BOY, is interested in me too. Haha, the tragic work of cupid. && I was just asking Lavinia if there's any nice chinese boy she could introduce to me. Oh well, guess Cupid did his thang. I'll just gotta see how things go from here (:

xoxo, ever yours,
*LOVESTRUCKED*
Virginie Laurency.

Another death ;(

Uncle Frederick, may the Lord, Jesus Christ bless you (: && to my very beloved god-family, may the peace of the Lord be upon you and the family.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency

Amazing!

Hahaha, at last I took the liberty and time to edit my blog's layout!! <3 awesome

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency

The End Of Semester 1

Sad news people! Semester one is over, and in a week's time, we'll be separated from our fellow IAA friends. Our last day together, was during an english test. We were sitting at station 1 drinking, eating, onlining && playing cards!! What other ways to enjoy each other company? (:

This is Ness, being her gila-self. Crystal looking shocked. Andrew, ur lucky i lost the other picture, Joshua & Satesh, being gayy. (oh andrew, seems like you're not THAT lucky, I found it!)

This is what we had, Iced teas, banana spilt, french fries, cards, ciggs (not mine!)

Haha, && this is once again, your crazy neighbour (: cheerios.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

:(

It's amazing what jealousy and insecurities could make you feel. It makes you feel so rotten and eventually it opens up your eyes to things that was once blinded by love.

xoxo, painfully yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Blackout Party!

Hey party people,
We're having a party this coming 28th. It's a party where you can experience the joy of being in the dark. Here's more of our details:-

Theme: Glow
Dresscode: Occupation (costume)
Venue: Metropol Gourmet Bar, G01 & G01-A, Ground floor, Jalan P Ramlee, Kuala Lumpur.
Date: 28th August 2009
Time: 7 till 12

Ticket price is RM90 per head,
Bring 5 friends and you'll get a rebate of RM20.
Bring 10 friends and you'll get a rebate of RM45.
Bring 15 friends and you'll get in for free.

There weill be games and a DJ playing.
Dancefloor will be open to you dancers.
Free beer flow (heineken) and free snacks provided.
Movie tickets to be won && many other prizes.
RM500 cash prize for the best dress (:

If you're interested, just drop me a message if you have my number,
for others, just drop an email at hellostrangerxo@hotmail.com

The NOT-SO MTV World Stage.

Whoaaa, this is surely one day to remember. Pfft, I was to meet my friends at Sunway to get my free tickets. Somehow, I had t run after trains and buses that keeps delaying the departure. Eventually when I DID reach Sunway, I had a new problem that occured. I tried calling the people there but NONE of them, and i mean it, N-O-N-E of them actually picked up. How much more patience could I hold on to? I was strugling with my own temper apparently. For hours I kept dialing but as you could have guessed, no one picked up. I was on the verge of crying. Okay fine, I did shed tears. Can't blame me, I travelled quite the distance. Lucky thang, I have two lovers who was by my side && choose NOT to go for the MTV World Stage just to accompany me.


Now THESE is what I call friends. I then called my mum && guess what?!?! She didn't pick up either, and I was literally complaining to my friends, who knows my mum could be in the MTV thingy. Lol, As I was crying, we've decided to do something fun so that the trip would not be a waste. We went to the cinema and FISH!! It was super packed! :( I was really really down like seriously. I am human too, so basically I am very very very dissapointed. We ended up shooting zombies at the arcade and having fun slamming on the arcade boards!! whoooooohoo!
Later on, we went to a very very cool place.

Asia Cafe :) hahaha, and guess what caught my eyes?!

That's right, IKAN BAKAR!! We're lucky to have gotten a large piece for RM9. It tasted sooooooo good it was not enough. But we didnt have enough cash so, save up for the next trip :)

Quarantined (:

These past few days, I feel like I was living like the dead. Only that i was pretty much alive.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Back At Cha' Byotch (:

The world is filled with weird, funny people, just trying to make a fool of themselves. As if the world is not filled with idiots already. pfft, I mean, what are with girls who just L-O-V-E-S to call people bitches? If we're all bitches, what are you?! PORKS?!?! Yea, I guess that's it. The dead version of a pig? Neahh, you deserve your own name lady, and thus we could add it into the encyclopedia. Let the whole world know that I, Virginie Laurency has made the greatest found on the earth. The world's STUPIDEST animal. Let's see, I have come to know that most girls are over-protective of their boyfriends. "Back off, bitches, he's mine" they say. I'd like to porclaim that if he really really loves you, he would not even consider going to someone else, so why the lack of confidence? I'm not stating that he doesn't love you, oh because he do. But it's clear enough that you, my dear, feel deeply threatened my MOI (: Okay, moving on, you gave me a label for calling an ex. It's weird because, as far as i'm concerned, I still have a permanent friendship with that particular ex of mine. && what care you, if I want to call him for a chat? Yet that wasn't really the thing that gets to you was it? In fact, I believe you won't be half as pissed if it was some other girls who called him would you? It's simply because the person who happens to be calling him is ME. But if I happen to be wrong in this point, it just means that YOU, don't trust him. That's one, now two, is it written anywhere on my face or the surface of the earth that I want him back? He is a great guy, I agree but I believe there is a reason for why the break up took place? So, you may think I screwed up my chances with him. But neah, In fact, it's a blessing as we realized that we're not made for each other. So what's with you with being so fearful that I want him back? Lol, I don't do second chances dear. That's done, now lets seeeeee.. Ahh, okay. Firstly, I'm not petite. && I've never claimed to be innocent nor have I claimed to have never kissed a boy.

I know that I've kissed HIM! And DAMN!! The makeout sessions we had were so A-W-E-S-O-M-E, that nothing screwed it up. In fact, you haven't quite existed enough to bother me. So I'm glad that I can be such a bother or a pain in your f*cking pie-hole because, you have to remember, those hands you're holding right now, I've held them before. Those arms you're in right now, Were the ones holding me tightly once. The lips you're kissing right now were the lips I'd kiss-the-fuck of. && That TOUNGUE of him, deep within his mouth were the ones that i've been sucking for months. So back at cha', how does it feel to be holding and kissing me?

(: Moving on, hell yeah I'm a bisexual. I've never once denied that I like girls. It is written in all my profiles that I'm sure, sores your eyes to see that I'm not only single, I'm GAY && MARRIED too :P Last but not least, I recall that I am half Eurosian. && that earns me half the privilage to enjoy nudity as much as I like. So does it really matter if I want to wear a bra under my tees or tank tops? No one asked you to look at my tits you moron. You may call me a slut, you may call me a bitch. But hello, It is BECAUSE I AM A BITCH, that people love me for who I am. At least, it's okay for me to be a slut in my culture, but you? According to everything I've heard about your religion, it's forbidden for you to even hold hand of the opposite gender, might as well think of the things you did? Does it matter if I do watch porn? Because I believe that I am 18 years old and its therefore legal for me to enjoy a twice-in-a-lifetime thing. Dare you claim that you've never watched porn before? Lol, what kind of silly question am I asking right? At least I only WATCH & ENJOY porn, whereas, YOU? hahaha, bet you had the experience of a lifetime eh? To actually be the STAR in one of em'

xoxo, ever yours,
YOUR LOVING BITCH ♥
Virginie Laurency.

Award Winning Champion (:

KISSES to you, Aaron. For being a dear && helped me pick out a layout for my blog. You'll be missed. And your second prize is, PUNCHES to youu!! For leaving Malaysian && moving to Canada without letting me know. *dush dush*. Anyways, come home soon alright? (:

p/s: Too the many aaron's in the world, this is dedicated to one particular Aaron (Ronex), i know okay. No puns intended. Cheerios.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Cool Bazaar

There is this awesome event on the afternoon of national day. It's sounds cool and looks cool to me.
Who know's what we'll be able to find there. Worth a visit I think (: it's nearby the noble banquet restaurant, so yeahhh.

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Football Charm

Weird huh?! Reading, not just a girl, but ME, blogging about football. Lol, ain't gonna complain. I've been nocticing that these past few years, Malaysia is lucky enough to have some fantastic football clubs to compete a nice friendly match with us. If you've been paying attention to these events, you'd be able to see that :-

My beloved, the awesome, the fantastic, mighty Chelsea, came to Malaysia in August 2008. Sadly, I was unlucky enough to be able to "NOT ATTEND" and support my darlings. But anyhow, they still did great ayy?? :) No sooner then, after not even a year,

Tadaaaaa, then arrived Manchester United in July 2009 (: These red hot fans were burning through the entire stadium as well as the freakin' LRT station (: Once again, I am unlucky enough to have my mum say this unforgetable sentence to me, "I am NOT going to pay a hundred bucks for you to watch FOOTBALL!!" Damn sad weiyh. lol,

Anyhow, any idea when Liverpool && Arsenal will be coming? This time, I won't miss the chance. Tho i'm not a fan of them. It's the experience that counts. HAHAHAHAH

p/s: Long lives the BLUES ♥!! ohh, and the RED DEVILS too (:

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.